I have always enjoyed reading and Kelly did too. However, our choice in literature was always different. Where as I typically prefer non-fiction or fantasy, Kelly always enjoyed fiction in the ‘chick-lit’ genre. We would playfully tease each other about how boring the other persons book must be but often shared snippets or storylines with each other in daily conversation. The other person was always interested in the recount and we had many a great discussion on the back of a share.
We moved house in November 2021 and downsized the number of books retained while packing for the move. We kept the books that we held most dear and these now hold court in the one and only bookshelf in the house. I frequently find myself scanning the books and wondering what to do with those books that I would typically not read. I am not particularly sentimental and the thought of keeping something that isnt required, is not a thought that sits easily with me. I am very much of the “I’d rather have extra space and extra time than extra stuff” mentality. By way of example, I have shared much of Kelly’s wardrobe with those who may have wanted an item of her clothing. For them to wear or to remember her by, depending on their preference.
There is something about a book that is different and it makes me linger on a decision. A book in my mind isnt just ‘stuff’. A book holds a type of magic. It can take you away or surface an emotion. It can open your mind or touch a nerve. It is for that reason that I have hesitated on getting rid of the books and have been contemplating a different approach.
I think I am going to do this. Rather than remove the books, I am going to start reading them. I will make an attempt to read a couple and see where it takes me. I am telling myself that it will broaden my horizons and offer a new perspective. But if I am very honest, I am actually looking to probe an area that brought Kelly a lot of pleasure and also find some reminders of the conversations we shared about the books previously read. If nothing else, I will now have a valid reason to keep the books in my bookshelf. A place that Kelly’s favourite books deserve to be.